HOLA!

Its been two weeks after my Os.& im still jobless.T.T

Can't blame.I think im pretty choosy thou.but i guess im getting one soon due to lack of $$$$.

Chirstmas's round the corner!BiBi says he'll make me a nice meaningful one??DUHHHH.hmmmmmm.hopefully?

Have been slacking & slacking & slacking & slacking like a piece of muah chee.nuahhhh at home.

BUT OF COS GOT  ENJOY LAR.

Did quite alot this 2 weeks.

Out with mindy.

SEE? TOLD U SHE HAVE BIG EYES.

Pictures of YTD!

Been like ages since i met up with them!

anyway,EUNICE WANG LIAN PING ig going to work wiv me!YAY!

thanks kiaying for the fondue!

after which they came over to my house to watch VCD till like 6 in the morning?

tired & dead.

LASTLY,i miss fadilah HELL loads!T.T

shd have went to the perlini's work.

DAMN.

still searching.

OH YA! not forgeting the trip out with BABY.

YAY!but i look like a retard.=.=hope to meet up soon with u my dear baby stupid faggot ass.

9 more days to our 2 years & 3 months anniversary!

There's more.but im really lazy to blog lahhhhhh.

off to watch romantic princess!yay!

baking session tmr at VIVI house.

TATA.

IM BACK!

Life's been shitty.Went for chemistry lesson after school.IT WAS DAMN TIRING!But i don't mind,because i really dont wanna see myself crying at the end of the day.Besides,i really wanna get out of this school,to somewhere better,somewhere new.5 years of secondary school life is really boring.

Sometimes i will tend to question myself,is everything now really what i want?hmms.i must say im only 20% contented with my life now.As for relationship with him,things are better.10 times*but still,doubts still appear.He says things will change eventually once i leave westwood and go to a poly or somewhere else,but the fact is,i really sont wish to be with someone else.only him.Maybe he might think that this is bullshit.ARRGH.no point explaining thou.

Many shitty stuffs have been happening lately.but seriously,WHO CARES?I am tired of  Chasing over people,and i dont give a damn anymore.because,friends like that are just so nonsensical and not worth discussing of.i'll just live my life with th0se who appreciate me,my presence and my smile!WANNA THANK HUIZHEN FOR EVERYTHING.thanks babe for being there when im really in need.i love you.

i guess i have to learn how to appreciate the things people do for me.i have to,and cherish everything people gave me.esp their radiant smiles.

O level's in a month's and a few day's time?gotta buck up! i will.STUDY STUDY!will be back to blog ASAP?

TNO -

COURSE WORK , I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU !

BUT AT THE SAME TIME, LOVE YOU TOO.

COS YOU OCCUPY MY TIME & ALLOW ME NOT TO THINK OF HIM.

FORGET HIM.

HOLDING ON DOESNT HELP.

ONE SIDED LOVE MEANS NOTHING.

FOREVER IS BULLSHIT.

Its nearing ! Today had my chinese oral exams.The passage is pretty okay.But the conversation is tough.Its about enviromental issues.oh man,i dont even know how to translate recycle in chinese.AHHHH.dont think i can get a distinction,i'll be happy enough if i can get a merit.Oh well,good luck to me.Need to buck up on other subjects already,like seriously? I cannot afford to get a just pass for my humans & Dnt ! MICH BUCK UP MICH !

STRESSFUL.

GOTTA BEAR WITH IT.

ITS JUST ONLY A FEW MORE MONTHS.

EVERY LITTLE THING I DO,NEVER SEEMED ENOUGH FOR YOU.

Just when will you cherish everything? SIGHS*